Above the Drapes

Welcome to another issue of Above the Drapes, a newsletter for prospective CRNA applicants. Each edition brings you discussions about relevant topics for CRNA applicants - thought-provoking and potentially controversial.

This month, we talk to accepted applicants who were once rejected by CRNA programs. Through sheer determination, these applicants found themselves starting CRNA school.

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ISSUE 03 · August 2026

For many prospective CRNAs, the time period after applications are sent can be exhausting. Mentally, you are reviewing 1000 different scenarios. The outside noise never stops - people on social media celebrate their acceptance, or a colleague at work has let everyone know they’re going to be a CRNA, while you are still waiting to hear back. You see the acceptance posts every week. The scrub photos, the white coat pictures, the "I'm officially an SRNA" caption with a hundred heart emojis underneath.

Not everyone gets accepted into school. That’s just the reality of things. Acceptance rates vary, but generally about 10-20%. Rejection is the most common experience in CRNA admissions. It's also the one nobody talks about. It makes rejection feel like a verdict on whether you're capable of becoming a nurse anesthetist.

Few people discuss their rejection. Even fewer discuss the road back to acceptance.

I talked to three current SRNAs who got rejected before they got in. Zach spent over three years working toward his acceptance after his first cycle ended in rejections and waitlist decisions. Meghan was told by one program that her GPA would likely always be a problem. She got an acceptance email four days before her birthday and is now in the class of 2028. Marissa was waitlisted at her top program after her first cycle, stayed in contact with that program for an entire year, did everything they asked of her, and was eventually accepted there.

None of them is exceptional in the way the applicant community usually defines exceptional. What they did was come back differently than the first time. New accomplishments, new stories to tell, and determination to succeed.

It’s Not A No Forever

"The admissions committees weren't telling me no forever. They were telling me I wasn't quite ready yet."

Zach

That sounds simple. But when you're sitting with that rejection email on a Tuesday night, all you can think is, “I’m never going to be good enough”.

That couldn’t be further from the truth.

Marissa had been working toward CRNA school for ten years when her first cycle ended on a waitlist. At some point, a close family member asked her when she was going to stop applying.

The thought had never even occurred to her.

Don’t Just Make One Change

The most common reapplication mistake isn't changing nothing. Most reapplicants change something. They just change one thing and submit essentially the same application with a newer date on it. Some programs explicitly track whether previously rejected applicants reapply. They're looking for growth. They're not looking for the same file with an extra year of ICU experience.

Meghan made a series of targeted moves. She enrolled in a graduate-level pathophysiology course, earned an A, rewrote her personal statement, and broadened her program list. The previous cycle she got zero interviews; this time she got three.

"I wish I had taken a class the first time around knowing my GPA wasn't competitive," she said. "I think it would have saved me a lot of time."

Zach rebuilt everything he could find. He retook chemistry, organic chemistry, physics, microbiology, and pharmacology. A's across the board. He added graduate-level statistics and graduate-level pathophysiology. He expanded into leadership roles across his unit and hospital that he hadn't held before. He came back with a different application, not a refreshed one.

"Instead of asking admissions committees to overlook my weaknesses, I worked to eliminate them. By the time I reapplied, I wasn't asking programs to believe in my potential. I had built an application that demonstrated it."

Marissa did many of those things and then did something most applicants don't think to do at all. Her first cycle GPA was a 3.25 cumulative, 3.08 in math and science. The program that waitlisted her gave her specific feedback: take a graduate-level science course, volunteer, take on leadership roles, improve your GRE. She did all of it. Graduate-level biochemistry, A. Graduate-level pharmacology, A, plus a letter of recommendation from that professor. GRE retake, improved score. New leadership roles, committee involvement, research projects on her unit.

Then she sent her transcripts to the program the day she finished each course. When her GRE score improved, she sent that too. She attended every waitlist information session they offered. She set up independent meetings with the assistant director to ask how she could improve further.

"I think the factor that made the difference was frequent communication and finding ways to meet every single request for improvement my program had asked of me," she said.

That is a different strategy than most applicants have ever considered. Most people treat the waitlist as a waiting room. Marissa treated it as an ongoing conversation.

Different approaches, same result.

Applying Broadly or a Targeted Approach

On applying broadly, Marissa's answer is worth quoting directly because it cuts against the conventional advice:

"I did apply more broadly the second cycle. I don't think it necessarily changed anything. I just paid more money to receive more rejections. I think intentionality and networking made the biggest difference."

That's not an argument against applying to multiple programs. It's an argument against applying broadly as a substitute for doing the harder work of building a genuine relationship with the programs you actually want. Casting a wide net and hoping something catches is a different strategy than identifying your top programs early, networking before you apply, requesting feedback, and staying in contact throughout the process.

Zach's experience points in the other direction: 17 programs, five acceptances, so there's no single right answer here. What's clear from all three is that the applications that succeeded were the ones where something real had changed and could be documented, regardless of how many programs saw them.

I Don’t Have Infinite Money: Do I Retake Undergrad or Take Graduate-Level Sciences?

The question I get most from reapplicants with GPA problems is whether to retake undergrad sciences or take graduate-level coursework instead. The honest answer is that they don't carry equal weight.

Retaking a course you already took signals you can pass it a second time. Sure, the retaken “A” grade looks better than the “C”. Taking a graduate-level pathophysiology or pharmacology course and earning an A tells the committee that you can perform at the level they're about to demand from you. Those are different data points for admissions.

Most applicants are willing to retake an undergraduate course because they are familiar with the course and it is cheaper than graduate coursework. These are both valid points and understandable from the applicant perspective. It still does not hold the same weight as completing graduate courses and receiving high marks.

The follow-up question is whether taking several graduate courses at once looks different than spacing them out. It does. One graduate-level A may be just enough for one applicant who is already close to having a complete profile. Three simultaneous graduate-level A's start to look like actual evidence that you can handle a compressed doctoral curriculum. If your academic record is the thing holding you back, one course probably isn't enough. Two or three taken seriously, at the same time, with strong grades, is the closest thing to a direct answer to the question programs are asking.

The personal statement is where most reapplicants lose ground without realizing it.

The natural instinct is to update the essay you already wrote. Add a paragraph about what you've done this past year and submit it again. Admissions committees can tell when that's what happened. What a reapplicant essay actually needs to do is name the weakness directly, explain what you did about it, and show what that process revealed. Not defensively. Just honestly and specifically. The committee already knows your first application wasn't strong enough. An essay that pretends otherwise doesn't help you. One that shows you know it too, and did something about it, does help you stand out.

The Year Between A Rejection And A Reapplication is A Strange One

You're still going to work. You're still an ICU nurse doing the same job. Nothing in your day announces that you're in a rebuilding year. The unit doesn't pause. Your patients don't know. You just know.

Meghan put it plainly:

"I wish I knew how lonely the application process can be. Even your family and friends who support you can't understand the stress unless they've experienced it themselves. I highly recommend surrounding yourself with friends and colleagues with like minded goals."

She found that community on her own unit, nurses who were working toward the same goal, pushing each other. It's hard to stay consistent with coursework and leadership development over a full year when you're the only person you know who's doing it. Finding a support system helped Meghan push through her rebuild.

Marissa's advice goes further:

"Stand out by being intentional and creating opportunities for you to be a person beyond your CV and application. We all have critical care experience, our CCRNs, decent or amazing GPAs, great letters of rec. Find ways to stand out."

At a certain level of competitiveness, everyone in the pool has the same credentials. The applicant who gets the interview is the one who made themselves known to the program or took an extra step to show interest.

Someone Is Going to Say Yes, Eventually

If you got a rejection letter recently, I'd tell you a few things directly.

Let yourself be disappointed first. This isn't a small thing. You put real time and effort into that application and it didn't go the way you wanted. Pretending otherwise doesn't make you tougher. Give it a few days before you start making plans.

Don't make permanent decisions based on how you feel this week. Don't decide CRNA school isn't for you. Don't decide you're switching to NP. Wait until you can think clearly about it.

When you're ready, look at your application honestly. Not to defend it, to assess it. Find the weakest parts. Make a specific plan, not a vague intention to be more competitive next time. A specific plan means a course with a start date, a leadership role you're going to pursue, a program list you're going to build, a timeline.

Zach:

"Take an honest look at your application and ask yourself what you can improve before you apply again. Every improvement moves you one step closer. You only need one program to say yes, and that one acceptance can change your life."

Meghan:

"Someone is going to say yes, eventually. It just takes one yes."

Marissa:

"This isn't the end of your journey. It is an opportunity to receive feedback and take steps towards getting accepted next time."

The rejection letter is not the end of the story. For a lot of the SRNAs sitting in class right now, it was the beginning of the most important period of their application process. The next application year, they figured out what they actually needed to fix and fixed it.

You don't have to be the most talented applicant who ever applied. You have to be the one who came back with something you didn't have before.

Next Issue: Is the CRNA profession becoming oversaturated?

155 programs and growing, less CRNAs nearing retirement age - are we reaching a point of too many CRNA programs?

Above the Drapes is a monthly newsletter on the parts of the CRNA path that do not get talked about enough. Written by Greg, CRNA.

If you have applied to a CRNA program, your data makes future issues better. [Link to Google Form]

Zach, Meghan, and Marissa are current SRNAs who shared their stories voluntarily. They are identified by first name with their permission.

Above the Drapes is a monthly newsletter on the parts of the CRNA path that do not get talked about enough. Written by Greg, CRNA.

If you have applied to a CRNA program, your data makes future issues better. [Google Forms]

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